Love Is All Around

Love Is All Around

08.14.05 (12:00 pm)   [edit]
I'll write later about last night's gig (which was insane and lots of fun, and involves cocaine-ridden singers and crazed beautiful yuppie women flashing their tits), but I was just re-reading my last few posts (yes, I'm that full of myself sometimes) and I saw something.

I said I didn't want to fall in love, partially because it would get in the way of all the music inside me. I meant that, and I know that what I intended to say was that I don't want to get TOO invovled with anyone, but really that doesn't make complete sense.

I'm in Marion now, about to go to practice with the other band. I drove up here this morning, singing along with CDs, and singing better than I have in a LONG time. I was mostly singing love songs. I was HAPPY. I was even driving the speed limit. Not any concerns about going anywhere fast. TOTALLY unlike me.

The best music that has come out of me all week was this morning, singing Then She Appeared, and Utopia's I Just Want to Touch You. I sang both about six times in a row. Not a care in the world.

I've got no illusions about anything happening with Jenny. And I've got few about my own emotions. I know how I am. I'm usually ADD as all fuck, but every once in a while, something will come along and grab me for hours, days, even weeks. Then I'll come crashing down. It might not happen this time, but it probably will. I suppose that's OK. I'm happy to be here right now.

I played well last night. Not incredible, btu well. I thought about her a lot. I also got heavilly distracted by the other women. Yeah, that's me in a nutsack. :)

Dougie