Uncomfortably Numb
07.03.06 (11:49 am) [edit]Ever get to the point where nothing really affects you anymore, good or bad, and you just don't feel a goddamn thing? I've been like that for two days.
I suppose it beats being pissed and wanting to break shit, but it's not my favorite condition to be in.
Everything will probably be fine. It usually is. I just have to come back to that place in my head and lock in.
Off to Marion for a couple days. Bringing some shit back down here to my storage place, and I'm angling towards being in a new apartment by the end of next week if they accept me. It's a nice enough place. I wasn't knocked out by it, but it feels good, and Katie liked it too.
Lots of George Carlin CDs being played by me lately. He keeps me grounded somehow, and I still laugh at things I've heard a bazillion times.
I need a blowjob or twelve. Yeah, that's the ticket.
Love,
Dougie