She Put The Finishing Touches On Me?
11.30.06 (12:47 am) [edit]I go to all the trouble of being pissed off at you and writing this slab of frustration and then you send me an email. I love you, girl. :)
Fuck it, I'll post it anyway. It's pretty good stuff, my little angel dressed in black.
Waiting like an addict for his trunk of junk
'Til I figured out your promises were the most manipulative bunk
Prove me wrong, and I'll worship you all night
In all the ways that I promised you, I know you won't put up no fight
His love ain't shit compared to what I have in store for you
Funny that you once told me that I'd taught you those things that bring him back to you
So strange what long distance conversations can do to a woman and a man
And I'm left holding my own bag, fool enough to think that you'd understand
That's what I get
It's what I deserve
Just deserts on the plate of another old perv
Half my years spent pulling shopworn shit from my brain
Same time you've spent on this Earth, here come those feelings again
I ain't fuckin' around, I don't have time for your games
I'd close those 1000 miles between us in an instance if I thought I'd have your heart to gain
But that's what I get
It's what I deserve
Just deserts on the plate of another old perv
Pissed all over convention
Just to show you a good time
Now your blatant inattention
Is fucking with my rhymes
But that's what I get
It's what I deserve
Just deserts on the plate of another old perv
Don't take me for granted, 'cause I've got some news for you
I'd rather have your half-formed promises than only a ghost of you
This ain't built to last, we both know it's true
But I'll ride these rails westward just to breathe in one drop of you
That's what I should get
It's what I fucking deserve
A slice of you on the plate of this tired old perv
That's what I get
It's what I deserve
Don't leave my tray empty, I'm here to serve
Tell me what do you get
For your sudden reserve?
I'm holding my dish out with both hands, longing for your curves
This is what I get
I really should learn
Just another tired old man with desire to burn
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Thank you, love. I needed to know you still cared.
They tell me love requires a little standing in line
And I've been waiting for you, lover, for a long, long time
I've been pacing the floor
I've been watching the door
Meanwhile I'll keep searching for a heart
You bring out the most amazng mix of emotions in me, honey.
From pure deranged animal fuckery to the most gawd-awful sentimental drippiness.
Damn, you rock.
Love,
Dougie