Apology
12.24.06 (7:22 pm) [edit]Since she wrote about it on her blog, I'll take the time to do this too.
Something really bad and unnecessary happened a couple nights ago between me and my ex-wife, and I feel like utter shit for my part in it, and how vicious I was to her. Whatever issues we may still have between us, I was just wrong, more wrong than I could have realized if it hadn't been for this happening the way it did.
I feel the months we've spent building a better relationship in the interest of our daughter were undone in mere minutes, and that should never have happened.
I'm very sorry, Sheryl. You do not deserve what I threw at you. And I hope you don't leave tblog, because my stupidity is not worth that. You are an incredibly kind and warm person, very funny and intelligent, and I do not treat you accordingly. You are also the most amazing mother I can imagine, and when I look at our girl, I know that she'd never be who she is without the goodness you bring to her.
I apologize. And I hope we can adjust our attitudes towards each other - once again, most of the work needing to be done here on my end - and put this behind us. If not for ourselves, at least for her sake.
Doug