Ahhhh, Very Nice...
01.13.07 (11:21 am) [edit]Good solid fun gig last night.
D was there. We had lunch earlier. After the first set, we stood outside in the doorway watching the rain. Some very pleasant, playful lightweight making out ensued. It was...very very nice.
A learned the bass part on The Eagles' Desperado for me. It doesn't need guitar, so I got to do something, I'd never done before. D and I got our first slow dance.
She makes me feel confident and relaxed. Charming. Funny. Romantic, even. It's been a long time since I really got to feel that like this. There are few things in this world like making some goofy joke and hearing a woman laugh at it, and look into her eyes and know that she's really into you.
I need more of this. Holy shit, do I ever. For all my testosterone-crazed fuck-nonsense, I need to feel what I felt last night every bit as much as I need to get my weiner worked. I probably need it a lot MORE, truth be told.
She was with friends and left early. That was OK. I'm glad it's going slowly now, it feels a hundred times more special that way, and I felt an actual connection to her last night that has only been hinted at previously.
And hey, A's lady thinks I look like Sam Kinison, and that's a friggin' compliment as far as I'm concerned. :)
Twas a lovely night.
Love,
Dougie